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Friday, July 31, 2009
So, ano ba dapat maramdaman ko ngayon? :(
6:59 PM

7/30/09
Search for Mr. & Ms. NutriSci. :)


It was tiring, at the same time exciting. Ohhgosh, here it goes:

Thursday morning. Huwaat a beautiful day. Hanggang naalala ko na hindi ko pa pla naayos gmet ko. *LOL* Cram, cram, CRAP. Nagmadali na ko, hinalungkat ko cabinet and such. Pgadting ko sa school, FC agad. Ayun, si Brightside nkita ko. Pff, natural, as if nman, lgi ko syang nkikita. :DDD

Woooh, hanggang pgdecorate ng auditorium kinareer ko. Played with balloons, ng-stapler ng mga kurtina, tumambay, manuod, un lng nman gnawa ko. :))) Tska, ngpabalik-balik form elementary building back to highschool. Mafi-feel nio ang pagod pgkatapos, sweaar! ;PP

Hello, scream-oh! Jkidding. xD Cheering pla, AHAHAHA. Grabe, ang tinde nung competiton. Ang pambato ng sophomores: Micaela Padua & Chad Fernando. Yay! *clap clap* DANG, unfortunately, di kame nanalo. Too bad, pero it was a great experience. OHAAA?! :)) At least they did what they did.




7/31/09

"Could I take these all in? Or am I supposed to give up on you?"


I'm confused. Please do tell me what to do. :(

I don't know what to say. But thanks, thanks for everything. *smiles*


-- A.



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Friday, July 24, 2009
I think this is what I get when I let my heart win.
10:49 PM

Food Bazaar/Mural Contest/Cookfest.

Whuutadayyy. Sounds really exhausting right? *chuckles* Really is.

"Ohhshoot!" Yan yata ung unang lumabas sakin nung hinahanap ko si Brightside. Grabee, I was looking for him ng bonggang-bongga. Hinanap ko sya sa harap, sa likod, at kng saan-saan. Syempree, FC, di nman ako masydo makalingon sa tabi-tabi kase mamaya baka masita pa ko at machismis pa kng cno hnahanap ko. So, ayun, secretly I tried to look around na wala msyadong makakita. Hanggang natapos na ang FC, WALA PA RIN. Tnanong ko na kila Mado, kay Cheng, si Inna, at kng cno cno pa kng nkita nla SIYA pero unfortunately, di ako sinuwerte ngaung araw, WALA siya. Or absent. Kaya ang inspiration level ko nasa 0 knina. Tss, gnyan ako mgmahal ng sobra pa sa sobra. *LOL, BUMANAT! xD* Anyways, the show must go on.


Tinira ko na ang Food Bazaar. Nagtinda, nagluto, ngawa ko na ata ung lhat. Amoy araw lng nman ako pgkatapos nun, mukha pa kong dugyot. EWWWW. Blech much, humarap ako sa buong SMIS na haggard na ako. Ngtawag pa ko ng mga bibili ah, gumana pte ang daldal powers ko. Ayeaaah! :)))))


LSS ko, Bahay Kubo. *laughs hard* Grabee no, kase nman, etong voice lessons nmin, pkantahin ka daw ba ng Bahay Kubo, na iba ang version, may mga *pa parapa pa* effects, na ibaiba ang voices, at paulit ulti pra lng sa Culminating activity. SOWS, kng alam mo lng. =))) Hanggang pgbaba ko ata sa clasrum un pren knakanta ko.

Muntik ko png makalimutan, nghanda kme ng something for Sir Pierre knina. Birthday nia kase bukas or sa Sunday, di ko sure. :D Tas nandun ang mga ex-Raguels at mga current Raguels, kaya bongga. Cute nung cake nia, may Superman! xDD Naalala ko tuloy ung sa BIO. :]

Lumipas na ang hapon na wala akong pnag-hyperventilate-tan kse wala nga sya. Galing nya, siya lng nkagawa sken nun. xP Nglaro lng kmeng truth or dare with Jamie, Nina, Hanna, Heidi and tumakbo lng nman ako sa quadrangle na walang shoes, prang trip-tripan lng. :P Hehehe.

Pffff, current mood: Confused, confused, at confused. Si Tin lng ata ung nkausap ko ngaung araw na super open-up ako, khet sa YM lng, na puro tngkol sa mga ganung bgay pnag-usapan nmen. Kaya, THANK YOU TIN! :*

"I have no idea why the hell I like Brightside. Weird enough for me and you, I seriously have no clue. Was that possible? Er, IDK. But, what's important is that I know I love him. Okaaaayyy, it's unusual for ME to be inlove in a snap. You should just leave the figuring out part to me..." xDDDDDDDDDD


Giving up on him is unreasonable. TTFN! :*

--A. :]



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Thursday, July 23, 2009
Hyperventilating; I do that everyday. =)))))
8:29 PM

Well, not every second, atleast everytime I get to see him. *blushes* *laughs* Yeah, it became a part of me, like two weeks ago? WAHH. He makes me go CRAZY, you wouldn't believe how my normal day starts & ends up like. :PP

NORMAL DAY. TODAY FOR EXAMPLE.
Abnormality comes when I go to school, back of the line every morning. And besides, I have reasons. :)) So, I get to see him, light up my day like 1, 2, 3! Who the hell? Mr. Brightside! Been clamoring all about him since, I dunno, a week, I think? What's weird is that, I DO NOT know why I like/love him. Weird ehhh? =)) So yeaaah, there's something about him that makes me talk or even think about how is he doing and etc. *I know this sounds so crappy; but this happens when you get hit by that stupid adoration/love thing.* :] I'm clueless when they ask me why I do, but I get hurt when they say some harsh stuff about him. Craaazyyyyy.


When I get the chance to see him, like what happened today , and we were like SOOO CLOSEE that I could just close that gap between us, it makes me sorta happy of an unknown sort. LOL. *grins* Geez, it's my first time being this absurd. *chuckles*


Yep, this girl banged strong! Or whatever. You get my point. :]]
Now you know how's it like being me. T'was never EASY.

I'll stay optimistic as how I'm doing it, just to keep my hopes up. :))))

TTFN! :*

-- A. :]



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Saturday, July 18, 2009
It was made to be like that.
11:01 PM

Wala akong ma-blog ngaun. Eto nlng muna. :)

Nung Friday, pinagusapan nmen kung baket ganon. Baket ganon ang alin? Ang buhay. Ano pa ba? :))) Okay, drama is coming. I warn you to braise yourself. :DDDDDD

Tinanong ko kay Mado, parang ganito, "Sa tingin mo ba, maeenjoy nten ung buhay nten kapag prang walang imperfections? Ung wala kang mistakes, lagi kang masaya, kase perfect na nga buhay mo?" Sabi nia, hinde. Kase ou nga, may tama sya. Pag perfect na buhay, you won't feel anything but happiness. Pero, I think na may pros && cons nga un. If it wasn't for the mistakes we made, hindi tau matututo ng mga so-called "values". But, pag wala ngang mistakes, lagi taung masaya. Feels incomplete for me.


Sa huli, mas importante pren na tnggapin nten lahat ng bnibgay saten. Shouldn't miss an opportunity, shouldn't regret a thing. Kaya ako, I curse my life seldom, kase we should be careful what we wish for.


Did my own gospel. The early one to be precise. Okaayy, I'm all out of love, and I ran out of stories.


PS: He's a hottie. Si Mr. Brightside. Ayyyyyiiiii, kinikileg na nman ako. :">


This is too much, gotta go. :]



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Thursday, July 16, 2009
Okay, masyado ata ako KINILEG para sa isang araw. :))))
7:53 PM





Friendship Day. Wee, kala mo exciting? Ndi no. Nung huling part nlng binanatan ng sobra sobra. Gosh, mixed emotions. Natuwa, nainis, nabagot, at most importantly, NAINLOVE. Hohooo, bumanat! It all started of nung umaga na ako'y nagising, at nag-effort pa akong gumising ng maaga para plantsahen ung hair ko. Sa kasamaang palad, epal e, lakas ng ulan. :))) Tas un, nag-games na ng bonggang-bongga, tas muntik ko pa malaglag ung itlog sa egg relay. *loser much?* Nung sumunod ung Barkada search. SUS, grabe yun. May magaling talaga pero meron dng WALANG KWENTA. *peace!* Syempre, merong Sophomore na representatives, ang CHU GROUP.*Yay! Clap, clap. :)* And si Sam! Galing nya den, I so love her as my friend? Whutever, basta, she's so awesome. Yeah, grabe sila mukahng mga addict na nakainom ng masamang drugs. HAHA. Basta, let's get moving with the IMPORTANT PART. Grabe eto tlaga, I never thought that this would happen, seriously.LOVESTRUCK.As in, love at first sight. Nung tumututgtog na xa, gusto ko ng matunaw. NABALIW AKO, to be exact. I was screaming inside, kase baka pg sumigaw tlaga ako, baka mahalata pa ko? Blaahh blahh, pde ba un? His fingers were like my sunshine on a rainy day. *Okay, cheesy much. xD* Pero, I was totally hyperventilating. Geez, so much for having him as my Romeo. :(

BTW, galing ng Komenich na band! Galing ni Glays! Infairness, di na xa umiyak. Kaya, *clap clap* for them! :D

Kaya ako, I will still be dreaming that one day, he gets down on his knees for ME. Haha, illusionada! :)) So what? Libre ng mangarap. Love you Mr, Brightside. :) LMAO.



Okay, to much chocolate kaya napahaba. Got nothing na. TTFN! :)


-- A. :]



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Friday, July 3, 2009
A pretty normal day for me that went to writing my first blog. :))
7:46 PM

First Blog. Freaking exciting. :)


Weird enough for me, this day went so fast, DANG. I didn't even noticed the time. *laughs* It's our second day of Monthly Tests and I was really cramming. It all started of when I woke up at 3:30 in the morning (I think) then rushed to do my reviewing.( Loka kase, natulugan ko pa ung mga nirereview ko, epal.) xDDD So, I went on with my reviewing, took a bath, dressed into my not-so-fashion-forward uniform, and ZOOM, I went to school. Before our FC began, I took some time to really sink my brain to my MATH lessons. I think it probably was the longest subject I had reviewed and it took me more than 3 hours to review it. FYI, I'm no good at MATH, I actually hate MATH. I'm more of an English slash memorization type of person, I'm no calculator when it comes to school (same goes with Camille, my friend.) :))) Moving on, since MATH was the first exam we'll take, I really had to memorize this and that. I felt really good when I finished studying, then the test came in. Dang, total mental block when it came to the back page, UGHHHH!. But there's nothing I can do, what's done is done. :]

Then came English, and TLE, and Values, and our last exam for the day, MAPEH. Felt really good when all the tests were finished then I took a deep sigh, a sigh of relief. Nothing really changed at school, same old. Chatting with friends, talking to everybody, gossiping, laughing, and so much more. Except for the fact that it was so HOT today, and miraculously, it rained. *chuckles*

Er, I came home exhausted with my brain drained. I had some rest, then went straight to the PC. I checked everything, my Plurk, RL FS, RP FS, my blog, Jamlegend and such. I felt contented when I touched the PC again. *LOL*

And now, I'm still doing what I was doing this afternoon. I need to take a rest, I feel so exhausted, anxious and excited. I'm going to watch Transformers tomorrow, YAYYYYY! xPP


Till hereeee. <3>
--A. :]

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