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Monday, September 28, 2009
Make the tears stop dude. Count heaven's as well.
10:18 AM

9/26/09
Recollection day.

As I woke up at around 6:45 AM just to get everything done before the 8:00 AM call time, I merely haven't noticed that time was ticking away and what do you know, 8 AM is here. Mom was still taking a bath, while I was downstairs, patiently waiting (yes, patiently) for her to be done in a minute. Like that would happen, kidding! :)) I was pacing back & forth while listening to the raindrops that were hitting so hard against the roof. Nature's wonders, I consider that as peaceful, even though many people were devastated by "Bagyong Ondoy" , I hope everybody that was affected would recover as swiftly as possible. I'm extending my prayers for all of you.

Moving on...

I arrived at school at about 8:40, I think, and first went to Ms. Rosas where she holds the registration form thingys. So there, I thought I was super duper late & I'm glad I wasn't because if I was, I would freak out, like hello, 8:00 to 8:40? What a difference.

I entered the St. Saraguel classroom w/ me and Enzo having to walk together because we arrived at the same time, and because I don't want to walk by myself, I tagged him along. Then started wondering, why wasn't it starting? DANG, apparently the Brothers were stuck in traffic because of the heavy downpour. Yes, downpour. It was raining quite hard for Laguna, it probably was more disturbing in other areas.

*Knock, knock* The Brother entered the room w/ all his props and other churvaaloo, then introduced himself. His name was Eric, though he said his full name, I can't vividly remember what it was. Anyways, he did some introduction & yadayadayada. He told us a story about a kid named Diego who was very mayabang and maangas. Then told us that our recollection was in our hands, not his. He definitely got that "quotable quote" from the story. Afterwards, we went to have our break, then back to our discussions.

Brother made us play "paper dance" w/o the music and without the "Okay, GAME!" part. Kinda unusual, but still fun and full of laughter. Then he asked us to form a circle and do the sharing. Questions were "what have you learned from the activity?" and "are you happy with your life right now?" I swear I wouldn't cry, but I did. Too late, before I knew it, my eyes were starting to glare, and tears were running down my face. W/ Alfredo at my left side, I knew I would cry because he did his thing and started sobbing. All of the others answers were real tear-jerkers, except for the ones which were kinda senseless. I was second to the last, so I did confess everything. I said,

Sa question #2, masaya ako, pero di masyadong contented. Maayos naman ang family life, pero dito lang sa school ang medyo may difficulties. Mahirap kasi, oo, ako din maraming insecurities, at madalas akong maging envious sa mga bagay-bagay. Lahat ng patama, syempre masakit. Pero after mga 5 minutes, tatawa na ko, tas okay na. Ayun.

Alfredo was last, and his answers were the most unexpected things that you could imagine coming out of his mouth. I cried at the part when he said,

#2: Malungkot kasi aalis na yung isang kaibigan ko.

That was Jamie. And yup, it made me cry even more when he said that. I didn't want the sadness rub off me because I still wanted to enjoy everything before dyxy leaves & I don't want to think of that cause that would just bother the hell out of me. That fact was still hard to absorb and take in. I wish that she wouldn't leave, but I guess everything is settled now. The date is in, and all I have to do is enjoy what's left to enjoy. Loveyou Jamieee!

I was sick of crying and my eyes were swelling. I didn't want to do that again. Unfortunately, that was just the beginning. Crying ONCE MORE started when the parents arrived in the chapel, have them face to face w/ us, then told everything we didn't thought we would tell. Said sorrys, told them what we like & don't like about them, and stuff. I cried my eyes out, up to that point where I couldn't talk, and they couldn't understand what I was saying, until the moment that I just giggled to relieve everything. How wonderful, that was a first & hope it would be the last. But the opening up part was a good thing, it made me feel more at ease sharing stories to my parents.

We went home with the rain still pouring, and my heart feeling relaxed as ever.


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9/27/09
Mom's 39th Birthday.

I slept and woke up with my pants still on, and remembered, it was Mom's birthday. Dad bought yellow roses for mom, and cause there were some petals that came off the bud itself, I thought it would be downright stupid of me if I would just throw it away, so I scattered those down the stairs. We just prepared her a lil something, literally, which she was really surprised when she woke up. I cooked Pesto and French toast for her, which I just remebered, turned out to be oh-so-yummoh! And lil sissie made a "Happy Birthday, Mom!" sign at the back of an old illustration board. It was simple, yet she enjoyed every minute of it.

It was just about dawn, when we went to attend the Mass. I asked God that he may bless everybody who got affected because of the flood & yup, prayed for own special intentions. As for mom's birthday dinner, we went to Red Kimono in Westgate, Alabang to eat a very lavish dinner(for me, that is). Sorta new to me, cause I wasn't used to eating in those fine-dining restos where you can see the rich and famous people dine. The resto had a very warm ambiance and it was very homey-like. Their menu was freaking heavy, like EFF, I couldn't read it because it kept on slipping from the table. Anyways, I took some pics then went to eat. Very light and yummy dinner I must say. I didn't end up burping and burping until I get home. After the meal, we just bought a cake then went home to eat it. The typical Sunday ended w/ a pinch of ohlala just because of the birthday, and yeap, there were no classes the other day. What a weekend. :)



*That's all. I guess we're all going back to school, except for other areas maybe. Till here, tomorrow we'll be back to reality. TTFN!






--A. :]



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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Whuut a klutz. :|
8:07 PM

So my ears are literally bleeding because of Miley Cyrus' voice, and 'The Climb' just wants to make me flush my cellphone down the toilet for good. NAH, I'm kidding w/ the toilet part. I changed my alarm to 'Decode' cause I think I haven't heard it for awhile. I did the right thing.

I woke up w/ a feeling of depression and a pinch of irritation cause I just remembered that Dylan Ababou (UST basketball player, MVP of this year, LOVE HIM! :">) won't be playing next year. WTF, kaasar much. Sabi ko pa naman, dahil talo na sila nung Sunday pa, against woot, quote "Ateneo", next year nlng ako babawi ulet ng panunuod. Eh, ohhmyyeffinghell, wala na pala siya next year. Hello, bad trip. Luck wasn't at my side on this one. Mom was the only one who gave me hope & satisfaction . Sabi nya, "malay mo maglaro siya sa PBL, diba?" Ou nga naman. Arian, malayo pa mrarating nun. Si Dylan pa. HAHA, feeling close. :)))
Pero ayus lang, I just hope Ateneo would win. So, gusto ko magaral sa Ateneo pag nagcollege na ko. Kakareerin ko ng bongga ang studies para mkapasa ako, right? Who wouldn't want to enroll at a school w/ guys like Jai Reyes, Eric Salamat, Kirk Long, & Rabeh Al-Hussaini? OHAA, OHAA! San ka pa? :D ONE BIG FIGHT. At kala mo sa Ateneo ako nagaaral. And by the time na dun na ko, graduate na sila. LOSER! =))

Ateneo + UST + Atenistas above = LOVEE!

~~~

9/22/09

I got nothing much to blabber about today, really. Except for the fact na nkasabay ko si Ate Anj sa CR knina, at nung lumabas ako sa cubicle, I didn't notice na naipit pla ung skirt ko sa likod ko. Basta, ganun set-up nun. Tas nung plbas na ko, buti nkita nia, at hinatak nya ko pabalik pra ayusin ang palda ko. OKAY, na appreciate ko un as in to the maximum level, kaya thanks giggles! LY! :*

Mula sa pagkukwentuhan namin ni Mado na all about Twilight ulet, hanggang sa pagkwento sakin ni SueAnn ng kanyang "Shortyy" experience, wala nmang nag-iba sa school. Same old, at minsan, magsasawa ka na.

Bonding w/ Komenich
was always fun, lalo na pag lahat kami tumatawa. Hmm, ahem. We always laugh at siguro maiirita na ang iba. :)


So, I gotta go. I still have to make peace w/the cat and the tortoise on my English book. Yeah, till next time. Or tomorrow. xDD





One big fight!
-- A. :]




P.S. Ababou is my current obsession. :P
Okay, tama na. Maririnde na kayo.




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Thursday, September 17, 2009
I laughed my way home. And now I'm feeling down in the dumps.
6:54 PM

Okay, random fact. I'm so digging Pixie Lott right now, and because I love her accent, I got 4 songs of her in my iTunes. Her songs are superb, oh yeah, to the SUPERLATIVE level if you like how she sings. I'm a Brit-Pop psycho, so that's why. :D
Use Somebody, her version of the Kings of Leon song is playing right now. And I'm singing with her. As if I can hit those high notes with her, she's doing all the tricks. :D

So, hello! I'm blogging my heart out once more. Ohmygaash, I'm totally loving this. Telling everybody how I laugh and what are the things I laugh at is somewhat like relieving the stress out. I'll be doing this as a habit. Yaaay! :))

I felt good about my exams, although Biology had me sweating like whatthehell, and my hand was shaking while drawing Anaphase I, I feel sorta comfortable with the other subjects. And I won't expect anything at all, cause that might just bring the bad luck to the table. You wouldn't want that. =)))

Jamieeeeeeeee, I love you dyxy! You just made me end up in hysterics while reading your blog. And YOU also should read it, cause everything is in there & how this day ended up like. It's within reach, no worries. You should click here. :]

So, I can't laugh right now, because I laughed the whole day, even for unecessary things like, SueAnn made "hi" to uhuh and everything else. I'm totally envious of that and it's eating me alive! Geez, I'll get my turn tomorrow, or some other day. Oh yes, I can! (the Ellen Degeneres style.)

Look, I watch Gossip Girl, and I know Serena and Blair & I know you know who they are. But God, should you include or be like them in everything that you do? WE GET IT ALREADY! You are so acting like effing wannabes and you don't even have a clue that you are. So you refer to yourselves as one of them, like the hell we care?! We knew that from the beginning, no need to repeat it all over again. Once is enough, twice is too much, remember that. AND DANG! You're giving me headaches. UGH, I hate those kind of people. They irritate my mind out. Pff, if you were me, you wouldn't handle the "kakornihan level" and you would end up crying because of the too-much-laughing. ROFLing! (((:


BFF claps, toodles and such, never do that in public or people would look at you as if you've tripped down the stairs or even peed in your pants. Just a friendly reminder from me.

I gotta go, I'm getting my inner nerd on for Math, English, TLE and Values. Man, I hope that Math would be easy as one, two, three. :]



--A. :]



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Wednesday, September 16, 2009
"Excuse me!" and it sounded so rude. Sorry!
7:16 PM

Today is a SIXTEEN! So what? AHAHA. :D

Here comes our Monthly tests! Boohoo, I hate it. Like, who loves exams? Raise your hand and you're beyond crazy, plus you nerd! What's wrong with you? KIDDING! Geez, but all I have to say is that tests make life more sweeter by an inch. Or a centimeter. It adds drama too, so we should be thankful, because life would be so DULL & boring. And I don't want that. D-U-L-L! :)))

There's nothing much to share about this day, but yesterday was a different story. Maybe I'll blog about that horrible day by the weekend, still not sure. It was hilariously horrible. Really.
I'll always remember that day. 9/15/09 = Oh gosh.

But there was one thing I could tell to everyone.
While me and Rommel were looking for our St. Raguel classmates to hand out the drawings of our mitosis & meiosis, on the way back to the bleachers, we would pass by the stairs which the 1st yr-St. Michael occupied (or the freshmen of other sections, I dunno). And because they were kinda congested and crowded in one place, here's what happened:

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I was facing them and they were facing away from us, or they couldn't see us because I talked from behind. So,

"Padaan." I said nicely, though I don't know how that would appeal to them.
Sabi ni Rommel, it kind off sounded like, "bat ganun sinabi mo?" or "anu ba yan!" or "ayos ahh!". I actually can't remember. Stupid me. Well, I know you'll get my point.
And because ayoko namang mabara ako ni Mmel, I talked back;
"Bakit? Ano ba dapat sasabihin? Diba padaan?"
And then, sabi ni Jasmine Morales (firstyear), "excuse me!". Then she giggled afterwards.
And because that kinda irritated me a bit, cause I was so tired from going up & down the stairs, I sorta flashed back, and ACCIDENTALLY and UNINTENTIONALLY said, (not to her directly)
"Excuse me, padaan, that's the same." Then, I just continued my walking.

I actually felt guilty after I said that, thinking why the hell I did that. It was like those words plopped out of my mouth w/o knowing that I already did say that, and it's very obvious now that my mouth has a mind of its own. Dapat hindi ko yun sinabi kase something else might happen. It may sound differently to her, rude even, and that could cause a mayhem, and I'm no war-freak to be clear! So, if you're reading this Jasmine, or somebody else close to her is reading this, saying that to you wasn't my intention. SWEAR. My mouth was so big, sometimes I just couldn't control it! So, SORRY!


There, I got it all out, my gosharoo! So, I'll end it here. Need to go cram and study for Biology, Filipino, Social, Religion, and Computer. Exams tomorrow! WHEW, wish me luck and pray that I get high results. Arrivederci!





I ain't like that, XO,
-- A. :)



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Monday, September 7, 2009
Patrol GOSSIP. Woahh.
8:59 PM

9/4/09

Talk about being real conyo.
:)) We all were at the back of the lines, and of course, it wasn't obvious that we were doing nothing. Scouting, I mean. Yeap, so what did we talk about? All of the latest gossip we could share to one another. I actually felt full after. (Literally. It's like I ate it.) *laughs*

I promised I won't tell so I got my mouth zipped. HAHAHA!
KKK, and others were just some of the so-called codenames we invented. For some reasons, it always has a connection to the person. :D

Had fun with all of them. Arian, Jamie, Camx, Inna, Mado, Glays, and Bianx. The real chikadoras. (Did I left somebody out?) :)))







You're nobody until you're talked about.
-- Gossip Girl, A. :]







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Tuesday, September 1, 2009
And that concludes our Buwan Ng Wika. Katapusan ng malalalim na tagalog. ;))))
8:48 PM

LSS: Here We Go Again-Demi Lovato
~~ Feeling kinda sarcastic and quirky. Heh?! MISS ROLEPLAYING BIGTIME. :'(


8/27/09
Buwan Ng Wika Culminating Activity. *masigabong palakpapan*
I can't take all of those deep Tagalog words anymore;my nose hurts. *laughs hard*


That's me. Singing my lungs out. :))


The not-so-lucky number one. Was it even a good thing to be first then sing in front of a lot people? GAAH, NO WAY! It was, yes, nervewracking. I was freaking surprised that I wasn't THAT nervous, and I thought that this would just be a piece of cake because of all the practice we've been through. Like "Pfff, madali na lang to." Ohgossh, NO. We kinda messed up. Oh, remove the kinda. I mean, it wasn't that bad, but for the ears of those critical judges, forget it. It's too painful to reminisce again. KIDDING. :)) T'was a great experience, honestly. Gee, I think my voice is jumping up and down right now because it's finally over. HAHA, cheesy mo tol. Anyways, me and Jamie did a great job since day one. Even though we didn't won, I still enjoyed every single part of it. And that's the important thing, right? :]


Sabayang Pagbigkas. I was somewhere back there, I was the music-in-charge. :]


Sabayang Pagbigkas. It was so clear that WE did better than those Freshmen (like duh!), although I must admit that we had a few sildes and trips but hell, WE DID BETTER! WAAHH! XD Whuutever, they just won over a trophy (no offense to those who bought it.) To the eyes of the teachers, it was obvious that ours was more pleasing. But hey, we should just let it be, they needed the trophy because we'll be grabbing & sweeping all of the awards for the next competitions. What can I say, we're just soooooo competitive. :D You better watch out kiddos, we're hunting you DOWN. DOWN BELOW. LMAO. =)))



The SENIORS. Their costume was great. Just look at that.

Katutubong Sayaw. Gee, I think all of the dancers were so pessimistic about this. They say that their dance was not as good as what they thought it would be. HAHA, blame the choreo. *chuckles* Moving on, at least they executed every part of it well. (Kahit na sabi nila, ang gulo gulo daw sa backstage na hindi na sila magkahanapan ng mga props, GO pdin sila! That's the spirit Sophomores!) Their dance was cool, actually, They incorporated dances from Luzon, Visayas, and Mindanao; that was what it made it fun to watch. Turned out they all went home as 3rd placers. BWAHAHA, at least hindi 4th. Mas mabuti na yun. :))
The Frehies won yet again as Champions, but to tell ya the truth, I wasn't that hyped when they were announced as winners. Uhh, it was TOO commercial-like. It could work out for TV but not for the contest. ACCK, what the hell happned?!? It was so obvious from the beggining that the Seniors would win because it was AWESOME, as what I would say. SUPERB, extravagant. The costumes, the props, the dance itself, it was near perfect for our eyes. It even made me dumbfounded after they performed. They left me with my mouth hanging WIDE OPEN. *laughs*
The Juniors were the 4th placers beacause of the style of the dance. Their batch has some of the good dancers of the whole school, but theirs was more like a streetdance. It didn't fit our program. Belongs to the streets. KIDDING. :)
We still weren't convinced with the decisions, but what can we do? It's all over. Let's just wish that next time, we'll do better. :D



Janelle and Enzo at their production number. They look like those people from Zambales. AHAHA.

Lakambini at Lakandula. Lorenzo Briones and Janelle Tumulak. Good thing they represented our section, cause they brought home the pride and glory of our section! YAAAAYYYY! *clap, clap* We thought we'd win and we did. So we should thank them for their effort.


We all went at around 5:15 in the afternoon and everybody was EXHAUSTED. It wasn't a surprise when almost half of the school didn't show up the following day. *laughs*


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SEPTEMBER. Yayyy!
The start of those Christmas countdowns. So exciting and I don't know why. Maybe the atmosphere when it nears down to the Holiday season. Perhaps. Ahuh. :)

Also, it's our SCOUTING MONTH. We'll be seeing a lot of the cheers and songs and those patrols with their different names, and Ms. Noble walking around the quadrangle with her whistle. Totally repeating every part of it. I hope we have fun, but that's not a definite. Best of luck to all scouters! OHYEAH.


Tata for now. :* XO.






"Girls. They just want to have fun."
-- A. :]



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